::I'm Not Alone::
Wednesday, December 11, 2002

I awoke feeling a little uneasy about myself. Something felt wrong. Tumbling out of bed, i checked the drawer. My handgun was still there. Pushing aside those thoughts, i went to refresh myself before checking my mail. My eyes glanced through the emails like lightning and finally stopped at the last one. It was titled 'URGENT'. Shit, did anything catastrophical happen while i was in dreamland? The sender was.....GAVIN! And i thought it was from the Comissioner! So it turned out to be an invitation to the latest screening called "Infernal Affairs", starring his favourite idol, Elva.

My thoughts wandered rather furiously through the depths of my mind. My responsibilities were heavy. To protect the human race was not easy. Though i am human inside out, i think otherwise. Since the day i accepted the task, most of anything human had fled from me. My emotions...mostly but not my principles. I still retain the essence of being a human. While most people think i look cold on the outside, they do not understand what is beneath. Every single live on earth is precious. But what the heck. Since there was nothing new to report, i accepted the invitation to the movie.The movie turned out to be ordinary but satisfying. It was dinner by then and we stopped by at Pastamania for pastafest. Looking at the way my friends enjoy life, i could not help but wonder about mine. It had been a rather torturous path.

All the training, all the reading, all the planning. It had painstakinly wasted half of my life so far to prepare for armageddon. All the times, i had been studying how to be human again. I had crushes, fights....etc. But with the group of pple i call friends, they taught me alot about the way humans live their lives. Thinking that one day, all could be lost, i felt terrible inside. When the day does arrive, i will do whatever it takes to protect the ones i cherish on earth.



12/11/2002 10:02:00 AM
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