::I'm Not Alone::
Wednesday, January 08, 2003

I am sick of writing fantasy pieces when life in the real world is frustrating enough. I will stick to the norm like the others did- just writing about what goes on in their lives. But is there element within a diary that makes reading it worthwhile? Well we just gotta have unique experiences or write in a clever way to impress our readers. What i am curious about is not what people do within their daily lives. It's the reasons behind their very actions that captures my attention. Things like why do people get angry over something small, or why does the opposite sex attracts each other. Obviously the world is imperfect, its denizens always engaged in their own wars. I would not be surprise to see a nuke fly through the skies any moment. In fact as i am writing this entry, i am totally bored. Just had a wisdom tooth excision, so i have to rest at home. Stuck, confine within the gates of heaven.

Funny why i chose the word heaven and not hell. In my personal opinion, its only normal to envy things beyond our comprehension. So as Man aspires to be saints and angels, the angels aspire to be mortal. Ha. Things are just like that. Maybe ,again, it's just human thought. The power of imagination exceeds the reach of even knowledge but without knowledge, imagination cannot start. From this i can conclude that everything in this universe or galaxy is link to another whether directly or indirectly. Such is the complicity of creation of all things. Simple on the surface but diverse from within.

Today was wasted on downloading songs and starcraft. I really felt the essence of time slip past me but what choice do i have when the computer has weak components, with an internet connection the speed of a snail, and my tv's spoilt as well. What the heck. My wallet's empty as well. So i was stuck in front of the computer for hours, playing lame ums with lame people. God knows what the hell these people are thinking. Then i would be considered one as well. No, i was exploring the depths of the human mind, trying to comprehend the minds of others. Its research haha. Anyway, for lunch and dinner, the menu was porridge and more porridge. I suddenly remembered i have not finish the novel that i bought in KL. Better finish it soon as i intend to buy another after i get my pay for December.



1/08/2003 12:13:00 AM
Persona

Name: Fabian
Type: Evo-homosapien
Sign: Scorpio


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