Don't know why i have been so mad lately. Feels like my world is not running smoothly at the moment. I think it is time to lay down my life on certain bets in life. I think we cannot get far unless we go through hardship, misery and torture. I think that the higher the stakes, the higher the rewards. In the duel, one wrong move ends your life. It's that simple. There are things i want to win for, especially those that seems out of reach at the moment. I want to win not for the chance to possess but to redeem. Anyway, i think i also dunno what the heck i am saying. With the people around me talking hokkien and chinese all the time, i hope my standard of english will not deteoriate.

Heard of the SARS giving people alot of problems nowadays. It seems to come at the wrong time just when the war in Iraqi is escalating. Possibility of a World War may seems to liven things a bit in the peaceful neighbourhood, but the terror that will be unleashed is unbearable to think about. A little bit of superhuman powers now may be of help to the world.