The breaks are so short, the working days so long. Even after the first police open mobilization is over, it's the start of another new working week. At least I'm going to claim at least 8 hours for that!

Just came back from the doctor: some irritating skin problem. But I get half day off though haha.

Just thinking about my workload makes me sick. The weekends are so crammed and I realise that I have not been meeting up with my jc friends for quite a while already.

Relationships are a bother lately. You love me, I don't love you. I love her but she doesn't love me. We both like each other but we cannot be together. All this kind of thrash is getting on my nerves. I always thought love was simple and straighforward. While people starts to define the difference betweeb 'love' and 'like'. I say "to hell with it!". Every individual knows when love exists. No one else can tell you who to love. Love comes with a choice just like everything else. No one was made or born for you alone. We have to choose and sometimes there will be crossroads. But sadly, not many guys actually have the option to choose from a few.

Kinda reminds me of pokemon. "Pikachu, I choose you!"