I'm beginning to dread the company of my friends, even during the weekends. Not that things have soured but it's me and maybe them as well. A little of both, no doubt. It's cuz I find no direction, no meaning in the things we do nowadays. No, it's not about making money. It's about self-fulfilment. I need to feel better. All the PS2, Warcraft, music and friends in the world cannot do anything about it!