I'm feeling rather distracted lately. My thoughts keep wandering and crashing into invisible walls. At times, I feel like I have contracted some terminal illness or something. My body feels weak, my mind feels light. Maybe, it could be the countless hours spent lazing on the bed or in front of the computer playing games, which results in a lack of exercise. It has only been 2 weeks since I last cleared my leave, and I'm now heading towards an immunity breakdown. Besides late nights, I don't drink, or smoke. The only other reason I can think of is stress. Oh boy, stress kills, that I agree.

Besides, there are many things bugging me. Why am I not a genius? Why am I not invincible? Being a genius means being ahead of the others in everyway. I'm plagued by laziness but sometimes just wanting to excel in something is not easy. Even all the hardwork in this world would not make a genius I guess. They are born, not made. Imagine, a genius coupled with hardwork would lead to invincibilty. Framed in this human body, mortality is always a long cry from immortality. No, I don't wish to leave forever, but it's too short a time to spend on earth isn't it. The reason people want to leave (die) is when the body gets weak and frail and everything else just seems so difficult to handle. I wish the human body could be a little stronger.

The toughest thing in this world is not the degree you're hoping to get, or the dream holiday you have always look forward to, but being human itself.