Looking back at my entries over the past few weeks, I wondered what had come over me. All that negativity, like the world was gonna come to an end. Could I just shrug it off as a bad phase in my life? I guess the main reason behind all that pain lies in human behaviour. All around me and within me.

Replaying 'Collide' on my computer, I sit back and think about what life has in store for me. A mortal body, a wavering soul, and a fanatic mind. I wanna breach the chains that bind me here in this world, to regain my sanity and find my true place in this universe.

Howie Day - Collide
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find, you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide