Somehow, my computer simply crashed a few days back and I think my new hard disk is damaged. Sigh! Anyway, at least the computer still works. The downside: it's not even half a year old.

Hmm how should I put this? I seemed to be battling with the notion on friendship nowadays. Who are my true friends? How far is a true friend willing to go? I'm beginning to have my doubts since certain events took place over a period of time. I have had many other thoughts but I can't really recall them right now. It's too tiring.

"Sorrow is for the old". Maybe I'm growing up too fast.

As I read through other blogs, I realised a common similarity. While the concept of a blog being an online diary is what attracted many people to blogging, it has transformed into a personal feedback website. All day long, the entries reek of complains and sympathies for oneself, other than the occasional 'happy' events that maybe only pop out at least twice a month or so. Well, I'm guilty of that too. Isn't it sad to be in this state? Feeling sorry for myself at times and all that. It's bad. (Learned it from the books) Still...I continue, writing entries after entries of disillusionment with society, with people. (Like many others do) My temp job at Canon Singapore could have contributed much to the current state I'm in. The way certain tasks have to be completed and doing the tasks that you're assigned to do, some of the things that I do find disagreeable. The world is harsh, the people made it harsher.

Let's face it. Most people are just immature. I know I am in certain areas.