First and foremost, a very MERRY CHRISTMAS to my readers! (if there's any!)

I apologize for my long abscene due to my hectic schedule with exams, work, fluctuating emotions and disappointments in various matters like friendship, exam results..etc. For months, I just lost the inspiration to blog. Having been though lots of daydreaming, critical self-analysis and much contemplation, I have decided that no matter how much injustice fate can do to you, many things are beyond our control. That is where most of my frustrations lie. I have been trying to fight fate but each and every time, I lose.

Hopefully things do get better! The new year's coming, which means more pointless wishing and celebrations among fellow humans. Sometimes i wonder...why are we trying so hard to make ourself feel better all the time? Yeah, we spent a whole lifetime trying to do that! I'm really afraid when the dawn of truth comes that life is really just a farce.

Oh well, it's the holiday season. Let's keep all our miseries and troubles aside for a while and make ourselves happy!